2010年12月20日星期一

期待落空

漆黑一片 清风徐徐
寒冷的风打在身上
也掩不住等待你的
出现
每次车灯闪过
恨不的看到的是
熟悉的车辆 熟悉的身影
一直期待看到的 是你
最后 却是空等待一场
我想让你看到我的 改变
但 没有机会
一整天的期待 数秒间转空
失望的心情泉涌而上

2010年12月19日星期日

难眠的夜

思念真的是一种病
想你 爱你
不代表是我的真心
牺牲睡眠
延伸出种种的意念
想见你来安抚我的
心愿
让我心不再去泛起
对你的思念
揖博客 伏我心
浓浓睡意 渐渐充裕
时已到 去睡觉

2010年12月9日星期四

watch movie again

today i watch a movie name " Due Date" was a funny movie during the month of december!! i laugh all the time until end of the movie ..
it was fun to watch movie with kim and choy yi

have two character and a stupid dog .
character 1 was a dirty guy , like to masturbation for 35 minutes, was a disgusting buta funny guy in the movie ,and he want to be a successful actor
character 2 have a gentlemen look but are hot tempered person.. he cant control himself when he was angry ,he loves his wife and focus on the due date of his son

if i not wrong, the movie is talking about the gentlemen called peter he was wanna rush back from las vegas to hollywood to see his son born!! but he meet a guy name chase, the guy luagage are exchange wrongly with peter , and then peter was ban for the flight because the luagage have drugs!!chase ruined peter's plan ..
after that they started their road trip back to hollywood ...have lots of funny scene happened during the road trip ..

Luckilyi didnt give up to watch this movie !! be a light bulb is my destiny !! i should accept it !!

2010年12月5日星期日

taman petanian

YEAH ....
sunny day .. today me caca a ping sim chin and carmen went to tmn petanian
we meet at 745 am and calculate reach there will 8 somthing
BUT ...becoz of me ... until 9 we only reach there ..
deeplysad that we need to wait for24 person smtg only can rideby=icycke ...
we should'nt wait for so long...so we take shutter bus went in to the 4season house
Luckily this month was the winter season .. while we get in there we can feel that the cold in the season house... and the winter scene still okay la ..just normal and not special at all!!

after thatwe went back to the bicycle store !!! so sad we miss the no that i apply ==... so we organised tis event was so unsuccesfully == no play anything after we leave ..
haiz

we straghtly go klang eat roti canai ,nasi lemak and chicken goreng !!!
our bad event ever

2010年12月4日星期六

dec 3 Uni CHRISTMAS pArty ^^

this is the first time i wear dress to participate a christmas party ...
i though it was just a boring party but not ...it was a part of best memories in my uni life ^^
it hav lots of fun in the party ^^ hope it will be have in next year again ....
today was my first time to make up also ... it was so tiring for me to do those kind of make up == luckily my friend's sister help me make up ^^thanks ...

2010年12月1日星期三

a bad day

dec 1

today i quarrel with my best friend kim !!!
first im angry because im hungry
second because i feel thay it is unfair for me to do the birthday video individually
third she act like she have done many thing for the video ,and actually she have done nothing
she promised me will help me finish the survey but not
the last thing she lie me that she went out to take key but she went to fetch choy yi and ate kfc together and leave me alone to done the video !!!
hate her so much !!!! what the hell that i need to help her so much to pass her real feeling through the video ? if i know early i would ignored her wishes to promote myself !! really hate her so much !!!

after that i went back with may ee , and she asked me went to big mouth there sing k ..
woo hoo ^^ ... felt excited instantly !! but btw we had have tayar bomget >< omg !! lukily have two ronda came to help us change tayar , one hour later we kept going to big mouth but when we arrive the shop ard close ==....and it is the first time mean that we were really bad luck today ..then after that we decided go yum cha at xxxx ( forgot the name ) but i know it is the famous mamak at daman sara ^ ^.. haha
yup the teh o limau ice really nice ..not too sweet and not "gip" haha ...and we chit chatting until 3 oclock ...wow .. !! thanks may ee ^^

2010年11月23日星期二

meet my team buddy + planning

today i have create a new blog name Elace College LIFE
i think it was more consistency than this blog ...
it was fun to started bloging from now ..
hope it will be keep continuing until i get olderand older ..

today i meet my team buddy lie fong !! she was my basketball teammate when we are under 15 ...
now she was stop to play basketball and started her new college life without the "basketball " word.
im willing to learn from her..
she meets different kind of friend at taylors college...all her friend was foreign student..
she share her feeling and experience to us ..it was quite interesting!
im willing to have this kind of college life ..meets more foreign friends .
meets more knowlegeable friends ..meetsome friends thatcan help me to improve myself.
hope next sem i can experience to meets more friends ..

otherwise, me ,aeeper and lie fong got planning our sponge cake business ..
hope it will success rapidly ..( including may ee )

2010年11月22日星期一

valueble friends




what is the meaning of the valueble friend ?
someone who care about
someone who need you
someone who always miss you
a friend that doesn't neglect you
someone who always help you
stay with you if are facing problem
concern about you

I have four best friend
kim you are the first one who always beside me, concern everything that i did
teng you are the one who always take care of me, remind me to do the right thing
billy you are the one who always makes me happy , you know me well
may ee you was the firstplaces in my heart, but u make me feel dissoppointed on you

friendship cannot use time to measurement
eventhough has been a best friends above ten years , you are still not the one who know me well, you have hurts me many time , but im still forgive you rapidly,do you know what is your problem ?? my lovelyfriends

this is the last time i forgive you. im really always placing you be the no 1 best friend deep in my heart. hope that you wont make me dissapointed again!!i hope that you can be my best friend forever.

2010年11月17日星期三

start bloging

although i stop to post something on my blog.but im still continuing to write my old diaries in english everyday..
ai i know, most of my course mate have their forte..some strong in their writing skill, some on their public speaking, some of them was strong in their language >< .. but me doesn't have any forte!! eventhought i have played basketball for many years, i am not strong at any position..i am just a normal basketball state player !!
sometimes i think back , am i really a state player before ?? if yes y im still can do some stupid thing in the competition without a person defense me !!
for me, i couldn't accepted that im a state player before,and i am not trust myself anymoreT.T

TODAY was the first time going genting with my course mate ...
we stating at 6 and went to titiwangsa bus station.
we reach there about 7 30 , then we ate breakfast at mamak store, after that we get into bus by 830..

around 45 minutes, finally we reach genting highlands!! we walk around , takes picture, told grandmother story, eat "wui fan shu " . we laught whole day , enjoy every minute at genting highland, enjoy the different temperature, although was a simple trip..but was funny and it has gave me a a nice memories in my college life..

2010年8月26日星期四

in a relationship and orientation day

August 25, i formaly in a relationship with zai zai , although I am not very sure my mind .. but I know i hav a bit like him and also feel like with each other So we try to be a couple , and He also promised me he would come to me when he has time, I am willing to believe him once! hope this can really feeling the experience of dating ....

august 26
today is the ucsi orientation day , i make many friends today there got yun han ,si mei ,karine and ruo ning ..there are really funny and kind ..feel happy to makes friend wit them ..
after orientation i met my secondary friend who stay in johor ,so happy that i can saw her ..
today is my first time to use debit card to pay my tution fees and it is also a first time to use over limit .. haiz so shame at that time ..

2010年8月20日星期五

my english was so poor , from now i will renewwed write all my diary in english ,hoping that can improve my english level ..i have regret that i no study in taylor ,because when in karyn liang and kryn conversation they talk smtg about college life ,i was envious of their college life ..they are so many kc friends at there.

many friend says ucsi is not a good college bcoz they hav many african ..and the study enviroment ,lectures ,facilities all also not good ..i really worry about that ,but i ard make a final decision ,i should go ahead althoughr i know they are many obstacles waiting for me !

2010年8月9日星期一

期待星期一

我真的很期待每一个星期一的到来,可以见到他是一件多么幸福的事!就算我很累我也会去练,现在的我不想失去任何可以见到她的机会…虽然我跟他信息不超过三封到已经很满足了,我默默的喜欢他真的很幸福…希望这些日子可以持续下去…一起去欧洲旅行!加油张慧洁…

2010年8月2日星期一

开心

我每次见到你都很开心,跟你说一句话也会傻傻的笑起来…每次起身第一个想起的是你,睡觉前想起的是你,吃饭也想到你…真的很开心可以和你很自然的讲话!希望每天都可以见到你,我真的很期待每个星期一…^^只要看到你 我就觉得自己很幸福了...i really hope to play match in europe wit u ..althought u hav gf or lover im still fal in love on u ..i juz hope tat we be friend forever ..can stand beside u ..laught together and cry together ..im not greedy .

2010年7月30日星期五

付出

我为什么会这么喜欢一个人?怎么放也放不掉。我会因为你的一封信息一通电话一句话,就可以开心一整天!我怎样也找不到你有什么魅力?一直喜欢你的我真的很困扰,不懂要怎样面对,知道不可能还继续爱下去,我真的很傻很傻!这么多年真的佩服我自己啊!
我默默的付出,我没有期望回报只希望你们珍惜我给你们的真心!我不想再对你们其中一个失望,我的心其实很坏,我不想对任何爱情任何友谊失去信心,我不想变成一个绝情的人!

2010年7月23日星期五

今天的他

他前两天食物中毒,还很辛苦勒…他真的很可怜,我很想再给多一点关心他但是害怕自己过度的关心,弄到又象以前那么疆,我不是她的谁…每次和他在网上聊时总是不懂要怎样说话的我真的很矛盾,每次只看着他的名字发呆也不按进入跟他料天,我真是很没有用。我很想再跟他聊多一点,很想听他诉苦很想做第一个关心他安慰他的人……

2010年7月19日星期一

妄想

那天我看到你的眼睛红红,我的心真的很痛…我很想抱着你很想坐在你旁边安慰你,我很想为你做一点事情!我觉得自己真的很没有用,什么都帮不到,连去安慰你的勇气也没有,也不懂得怎么样去安慰你…我真的不配当你的朋友。。也没有资格去喜欢你!我对你不会再有任何妄想了我只想默默的支持你,听你诉苦,陪你笑陪你哭的一为真正的朋友!这是我唯一祈求的,希望可以如此…

2010年7月17日星期六

给你…

昨天我2000听到他爸爸去世的消息我真的很心痛。怕他很伤心,我也很了解这种丧父之痛,我很想安慰他但是我不懂得去安慰人,我也知道我没有资格也没有认何权力去安慰他,对他来说我应该什么都不是吧?怎样都好我真的希望他好好照顾自己不要累坏了,不然我也会伤心难过!我不需要让你知道我对你的真心,因为这只是我微不足道到的关心。加油。。。