2013年5月6日星期一

Return and begin

It's been a long time didn't write any diary since 2010, between these three years I was face a lots of ups and down it is so childish when I look back three years ago. What I think about the valuable friendship is just nothing! In our life we a lot people pass by, every relationship won't be forever except for our family. 2010i was wrote that Kim is my very best fren and also state that she is the one who know me very well and care bout me, but in2012, because of the misunderstanding, we are not fren anymore and we become stranger. I was very sad that she misunderstand me and the bad consequence between us. Lose this fren I learn a lot that life is not as complete as u think, lots of thing u cannot predict. Like may Ee, she always not shown her care to me, but when something happen, she is the one who stand on my side to support me, I feel guilty that I had insult her.. Lose Kim I gain a lot of new fren like sim, Carmen,Tj ,px, Michele they all are very kind and good person, I always more confident to speak out and independent. Thanks to Kim make me grown a lot.

2011年11月19日星期六

控制自己

今天在街上,经过很多餐厅,小食店。。
看到你最喜欢的aunty ann 和鱿鱼丝,真的有一种冲动想买完给你。
很向驾车去你那里,然后出现在你门前给你一个惊喜
在店前,我徘徊了数十分钟,最后还是决定回家。
因为我知道,现在我做的一切对你来说什么都不是。
你不会珍惜现在我对你的好。。
虽然有时候是我的一相情愿,但说真的,你不曾利用过我的真心吗?
我渐渐的不再因你说的一句而受伤,也开始习惯了你的冷淡跟利用的心态。
心早就知道你不值得,但还是愿意为你付出。因为我喜欢你!
现在我想清楚了,不会在对你付出太多,因为我已经明白自己在你心里是多么的渺小。

2010年12月20日星期一

期待落空

漆黑一片 清风徐徐
寒冷的风打在身上
也掩不住等待你的
出现
每次车灯闪过
恨不的看到的是
熟悉的车辆 熟悉的身影
一直期待看到的 是你
最后 却是空等待一场
我想让你看到我的 改变
但 没有机会
一整天的期待 数秒间转空
失望的心情泉涌而上

2010年12月19日星期日

难眠的夜

思念真的是一种病
想你 爱你
不代表是我的真心
牺牲睡眠
延伸出种种的意念
想见你来安抚我的
心愿
让我心不再去泛起
对你的思念
揖博客 伏我心
浓浓睡意 渐渐充裕
时已到 去睡觉

2010年12月9日星期四

watch movie again

today i watch a movie name " Due Date" was a funny movie during the month of december!! i laugh all the time until end of the movie ..
it was fun to watch movie with kim and choy yi

have two character and a stupid dog .
character 1 was a dirty guy , like to masturbation for 35 minutes, was a disgusting buta funny guy in the movie ,and he want to be a successful actor
character 2 have a gentlemen look but are hot tempered person.. he cant control himself when he was angry ,he loves his wife and focus on the due date of his son

if i not wrong, the movie is talking about the gentlemen called peter he was wanna rush back from las vegas to hollywood to see his son born!! but he meet a guy name chase, the guy luagage are exchange wrongly with peter , and then peter was ban for the flight because the luagage have drugs!!chase ruined peter's plan ..
after that they started their road trip back to hollywood ...have lots of funny scene happened during the road trip ..

Luckilyi didnt give up to watch this movie !! be a light bulb is my destiny !! i should accept it !!

2010年12月5日星期日

taman petanian

YEAH ....
sunny day .. today me caca a ping sim chin and carmen went to tmn petanian
we meet at 745 am and calculate reach there will 8 somthing
BUT ...becoz of me ... until 9 we only reach there ..
deeplysad that we need to wait for24 person smtg only can rideby=icycke ...
we should'nt wait for so long...so we take shutter bus went in to the 4season house
Luckily this month was the winter season .. while we get in there we can feel that the cold in the season house... and the winter scene still okay la ..just normal and not special at all!!

after thatwe went back to the bicycle store !!! so sad we miss the no that i apply ==... so we organised tis event was so unsuccesfully == no play anything after we leave ..
haiz

we straghtly go klang eat roti canai ,nasi lemak and chicken goreng !!!
our bad event ever

2010年12月4日星期六

dec 3 Uni CHRISTMAS pArty ^^

this is the first time i wear dress to participate a christmas party ...
i though it was just a boring party but not ...it was a part of best memories in my uni life ^^
it hav lots of fun in the party ^^ hope it will be have in next year again ....
today was my first time to make up also ... it was so tiring for me to do those kind of make up == luckily my friend's sister help me make up ^^thanks ...